I don't want to grow up-so I am not going to

Well, long time no post, for some reason all of a sudden I can't use certain lower case letters on the laptop- very strange? Especially considering that I could use them just a few hours ago- but whatever- makes life that much more interesting.
A lot has happened since I last posted- currently I am not working, I am on medical leave- not very exciting. You would think that I would have tons of stuff done around the house right? Well, I don't- just not motivated to do it- can't drive because I can't focus, oh and I am off balance a majority of the time- and my hands are numb and tingly most of the time- it is a blast! Living life through the betterment of science isn't all it is cracked up to be- any way I have not found the right part where it is supposed to be better living through science- I am still waiting for that to happen. Any way, I have finished with the goth thing for the most part- I still occasionally dress in the 'goth' fashion- meaning that I wear mostly black and a lot of glitter- very little color, unless they are dark colors. I have now gone back to my childhood in a way- I have found what I have always been looking for- for those of you in my friends group not familiar it is call elegant gothic lolita or egl- and no it is not that kind of lolita- it proper lady like dress. Envision old-style fashion, victorian-style, and for some anime style fashion- 'sailor moon'. I like it because I get to wear pouffy dresses, skirts, petticoats, lace, ruffles, ribbons, bows, parasols, etc. I will be posting a copy of my scrapbook that has many images that I have found online that show what I truly like and feel like. If money grew on trees or if we ever win that elusive lottery my closet will be full of all kinds of beautiful lacey dresses and blouses, skirts and such like I used To wear when I was much younger. As my new journal title says- I don't want to grow up- so I'm not going to.
Okay, so I can't figure out how to upload more than one image from my scrapbook at this time- so if you would like to look at my scrapbook, feel free to do so- if I can figure out how to upload my scrapbook at a later date, then I will do so, so for know, got to go and take a shower.

Edit- Ok...I fixed the screwed up typing- the laptop now works just fine, so good news is I didn't break it :) Partly because it isn't mine- oops....anyway, this I have discovered that I can only load one pick at a time from my scrapbook- so won't be uploading or downloading or whatever with my scrapbook to my journal- Okay, think I am down now- gotta run-